Enrique R. Carrasco
Synopsis
Set in the not-too-distant dystopian future, the play explores the attempted erasure of people of color and the LGTBQ+ community under authoritarian rule. During an indeterminate period of time in separate prison cells, Juan, a gay Mexican-American, and Fabienne, a female Haitian-American, struggle to hold on to their identities—the only reason for their imprisonment. They use songs and memories to survive. Knowing they will soon be exterminated, they fight back against the erasure, celebrating their identities and the richness of their communities. While at the outset of the play their relationship is prickly, by the end they profess their love for each other just before Fabienne dies. The ultimate message of the play is that the scenario it sets out could very well happen in this country if we look away.
Copyright @ 2024 by Enrique R. Carrasco
THE CHARACTERS
JUAN, Mexican-American, gay, in his 30s
FABIENNE, Haitian woman in her 30s
SETTING
Near future, two cells divided by a wall.
The props are as follows: A mat in each cell placed in the middle of the cell; two buckets; tin plates with brownish matter; tin cups; and a wall partitioning the cells. JUAN and FABIENNE are wearing dirty and nondescript long sleeve shirts and pants. They’re barefoot. In some form or fashion, there will be a display of “Day?” before each scene. There should be a good amount of dark time before and after each display.
DAY?
(FABIENNE is lying face up on her mat, hands behind her head. JUAN is sitting alongside the wall.)
JUAN
You there?
FABIENNE
Where else would I be?
JUAN
Just checking.
FABIENNE
Why?
JUAN
Habit, I guess.
FABIENNE
Well, break it. Please.
JUAN
It’s not that easy.
FABIENNE
Try. You’ll be a better person for it.
(pause)
JUAN
How long has it been?
FABIENNE
Why do you keep asking me that?
JUAN
Habit.
FABIENNE
Of course.
JUAN
Well? What’s your guess?
FABIENNE
I’m not sure. I’ve stopped counting.
JUAN
A year?
FABIENNE
I don’t know. Maybe.
JUAN
Could be more.
FABIENNE
Could be.
JUAN
Could be a lot more.
FABIENNE
However long it’s been, time is cruel.
JUAN
Cruel?
FABIENNE
I never thought about it that much, but now I have.
JUAN
Go on.
FABIENNE
There are so many ways—
JUAN
Yeah.
FABIENNE
So many—
JUAN
Tell me.
FABIENNE
Ways—
JUAN
Uh-huh.
FABIENNE
Will you let me finish?
JUAN
Of course.
FABIENNE
You always do that.
JUAN
Do what?
FABIENNE
Interrupt me.
JUAN
Sorry. You were saying?
FABIENNE
Time.
(pause)
JUAN
I’m listening.
FABIENNE
We use it in so many ways in our lives. What time is it?
JUAN
I don’t know.
FABIENNE
For Christ’s sake, I mean that’s one example.
JUAN
Oh, I get it. So maybe another one is…uh…we had the time of our lives.
FABIENNE
That’s right. Now is the time to strike.
JUAN
Time machine. May the force be with you!
FABIENNE
What?
JUAN
Strike that.
FABIENNE
But time can also be used as a weapon, a weapon of erasure.
JUAN
Sorry, you’re losing me.
FABIENNE
It reminds us of who we’re not.
JUAN
What does that mean?
FABIENNE
With every second that passes, every minute, hour, month, year, we wish we could be out there. But that won’t happen. Instead, all of us—could be 1000 just in this place—will live out our days in these boxes, seeing no one, food, if you can call it that, shoved under the door. A bucket to relieve ourselves. A razor thin mat for a bed. With time, we’ll forget who we are. With time, we’ll forget who we used to be. With time, we’ll forget our families, our friends, our communities. With time, we wither away. With time, we become nothing. With time, we die here. That’s what they want.
(pause)
JUAN
You’re wrong.
FABIENNE
How am I wrong?
JUAN
I refuse to believe that.
FABIENNE
You’re in denial. You’ve been in denial with every passing, miserable moment.
JUAN
You know, sometimes I really don’t like you, Fabienne.
FABIENNE
Good. The feeling is mutual, Juan.
(FABIENNE turns on her side away from the wall.)
FABIENNE
I’m tired.
JUAN
Really?
FABIENNE
I’m done for the day.
JUAN
Wait, no!
FABIENNE
Leave me alone.
JUAN
Please don’t go! We’re not finished.
FABIENNE
Shut up.
JUAN
I need to hear your voice!
FABIENNE
Zip it. I’m not your therapist.
JUAN
You’re the only one who will talk to me!
FABIENNE
Not my problem.
JUAN
But we’re friends.
FABIENNE
No, we’re not.
JUAN
But—
FABIENNE
Roll over and play dead for now.
JUAN
Now that’s cruel.
(long pause)
JUAN
Hello?
(JUAN puts his face into his hands and cries softly.)
Fade to black.
DAY??
(JUAN has his back to the wall and sings part of “Yo No Te Pido La Luna”by Daniela Romo. FABIENNE is sitting along the wall, her head resting on the wall.)
JUAN
Quiero envolverme en tus brazos, Que no quede entre tú y yo un espacio. Naa aah, Ser el sabor de tu boca y llenarme toda con tu aroma, Na aah, Ser confidente y saber por dentro quién eres tú, Nah aah, Como un tatuaje vivo impregnarme en tu ser, no borrarme de ti, Naha ah, Yo no te pido la luna tan solo quiero amarte, quiero ser esa locura que vibra muy dentro de ti, Naha ah, Yo no te pido la luna, solo te pido el momento de rescatar esta piel y robarme esa estrella, que vemos tú y yo al hacer el amor, Nah aah.
FABIENNE
What song is that?
JUAN
It’s called Yo No Te Pido La Luna. I’m Not Asking You For The Moon.
FABIENNE
What’s it about?
JUAN
It’s a love song. Part of it goes, “I’m not asking you for the moon, I just want to love you, I want our bodies to come together, I want to taste your lips and be filled with your scent, and know who you are inside.”
(pause)
It’s our song.
FABIENNE
Whose?
JUAN
Gay Latinos, Latinas and all others in our community. Like it?
FABIENNE
It’s okay.
JUAN
Rude.
Fade to black.
DAY???
Lights up.
(FABIENNE and JUAN are running vigorously in place, breathing hard. They’re shouting but not screaming, the latter happening at the end of the play.)
How much longer do we have to do this?
It’s only been a few months, I think!
(pause)
But I can’t be sure! Maybe longer! Yeah, I would say longer! To be honest, I don’t have a clue!
FABIENNE
That’s not what I meant!
JUAN
What did you mean?!
FABIENNE
Today! How much longer today?
JUAN
How about…30 minutes!
FABIENNE
Are you kidding me?
JUAN
You can stop anytime!
FABIENNE
No! Hell no! You’re not going to outlast me! Ever!
JUAN
Do you see me stopping?
FABIENNE
Of course not! Have you seen a wall between us?
JUAN
Oh, that thing!
FABIENNE
Do you—
JUAN
What?
FABIENNE
There you go again!
JUAN
Sorry!
FABIENNE
Do you know what the word futile means?
JUAN
No, but I know what fertile means! Close enough?
FABIENNE
It means pointless! That’s what we’re doing now! Pointless exercise!
JUAN
No, it’s not!
FABIENNE
How so?
JUAN
When I get out, I’m gonna do a marathon! And after that…uh… a triathlon. Yeah, that’s it! A triathlon!
(beat as he breathes hard)
I’ll start from behind. But then…but then, I’m gonna blast my afterburners and smoke everybody! See ya! Boom!
FABIENNE
You’re losin’ it!
JUAN
That ship has sailed!
(they run for a few beats)
Ok, let’s pick up the pace, Fabienne!
FABIENNE
What! No!
JUAN
Feel the burn! Haha! Wooo!!! I’m crushin’ it!
FABIENNE
Yeah, you’re a veritable Olympian, Juan! Going nowhere! Ever! You know that, right?
JUAN
No, I don’t know that, Fabienne! I refuse to know that!
FABIENNE
We’ll never see the light of day! We’re running into darkness!
JUAN
No, no we’re not, Fabienne!
FABIENNE
You’re an idiot!
JUAN
That’s rude! No, that’s a double rude!
FABIENNE
(exasperated)
What???
Lights down as they keep running.
DAY????
Lights fade up.
(JUAN is sitting facing the wall. FABIENNE is lying on her back on the mat, arms folded.)
JUAN
You there?
FABIENNE
Yes, yes, I’m here. I wish you would shut up.
JUAN
I’m bored.
(FABIENNE looks at the wall incredulously.)
FABIENNE
I can’t believe you said that.
JUAN
I have another memory I want to share. It’s kinda strange but it keeps looping in my mind. Want to hear it?
FABIENNE
Not really. You’ve used up your quota.
JUAN
C’mon, what else do you have to do?
FABIENNE
Let me check my calendar. Oh, sorry, I have a call with God.
JUAN
She can wait. OK, ready?
FABIENNE
I’m all ears.
(FABIENNE covers her ears. As JUAN relates the story, FABIENNE will improvise feigning interest and interjecting with one to three-word comments that relate to what JUAN is saying, such as when JUAN says, “I love yellow,” FABIENNE says, “you don’t say!” FABIENNE eventually stands up and makes faces at the wall and moves around the cell making funny/odd gestures. But she becomes serious and listens carefully when Vivian asks JUAN if he wants to know her name.)
JUAN
So one fine spring day I found myself sitting on a park bench having my lunch. It was lovely out. The daffodils were blooming. I love yellow. The trees were coming back to life. I think they were oak trees, but I can’t be sure. Maybe maple? The birds were chirping all around me, like, like a song! That’s right, like a song! The sky was a beautiful blue with white puffy clouds. You know, like cotton balls. Happy clouds! The lake was shimmering green. I always picked a bench that faced the lake where I could watch the waves. Pretty waves. I could watch them forever. Anyway, I opened my lunch tote, and I pulled out my favorite sandwich: peanut butter and jelly. Now there’s only one way to make the classic PB&J, which is my way, of course. First, you always use smooth peanut butter, not chunky. Then you always use concord grape jelly. Not strawberry or apricot. Last but not least, you always use white bread. Don’t even think about whole grain. No. Absolutely not. So, there I was, munching on my PB&J and sipping on a bottle of spring water. I prefer spring over distilled, although distilled is cheaper, I suppose. Then I heard a click. I looked to my right and I saw a woman holding a pretty serious looking camera. She was maybe six feet tall and she wore a grey sweatshirt, cut-off jeans, and black boots. She had tattoos all over, and a pink nose ring. She was, like, really, really white. I asked her, did you just take a photo of me? She said, I did. I asked, why did you do that? That’s what I do, she said. I said, but you don’t know me. I didn’t give you permission. And she said, I don’t need it. I said, what? She said, I’m a street photographer. I said, uh-hu, so you take photos of streets? She said no. I said, oh, OH, I’m so sorry, do you live on the streets? Are you homeless? Oh my god, I’m so sorry. She said, no, I have a room. In a house, I’m guessing, I said. No, she said. Uh-hu..hmmm.. I asked her, okay, why are you out here? She said, I want to capture people when they least expect it. Capture, that’s an interesting word, I said. I use my camera to capture people and they live forever in my photos, she said. So, I get to live forever eating a PB&J in your photo, I asked. Yes, she said. Lovely…I guess, I said. Then she asked, do you want to know my name? You know, yes, yes, I want to know your name, I exclaimed, maybe too loudly. Vivian, she said. Well, that’s a nice name, I said. Can I sit, she asked. Of course, I said. So, what does she do, she sits so close that we’re touching. Such a nice day, she said, looking up at the sky. Indeed, I said. She went on, when I leave my room, I ask my camera to help me capture what’s real in everyday life, from the bizarre to the beautiful. Some days I can do that, other days I can’t. Today I captured beauty. I captured the blooming daffodils, the yellow contrasting beautifully against the green grass. I captured the fluffy white clouds living lazily in the immense blue sky. I captured the rhythm of the breaking waves along the lake’s shore. And I captured you, Juan. Wait, how do you know my name? I said. You don’t remember? she asked. High school, she said, in the gym, you asked me to dance. A slow dance. I kissed you and you kissed me. My jaw must’ve dropped to the ground when she said that. Oh my god, you’re Vivian Moore…with…lots of tattoos now. Hmm-hmm, she said. But why are you here, taking a photograph of me… uhh.. eating a PB&J, I asked. I came here last week and saw you, she said. I knew it was you. Your face, as kind and sweet as it was that night. Your eyes, I’ve never forgotten them, she said. I sat there in sort of shock. I didn’t know how to respond, what to say. Do you want to look at some photos, she asked. Ssshhhure, why…not, I said. Then she put the camera in my hands and wrapped her hands around mine. I said to myself, okay, what’s happening here. Then she started scrolling through dozens of photos of me, in different moments, from gazing at the sky to feeding a piece of bread to a squirrel. I looked at her and she was getting closer. Hello, Juan, she said, almost in a whisper. Hello, Vivian, I whispered back…
(pause)
FABIENNE
Well? Did you kiss her?
JUAN
What? No!
FABIENNE
Why not?
JUAN
It was years since I had seen her.
FABIENNE
So?
JUAN
Well, for one I like kissing men now—but I still like kissing women, too, I suppose. But I don’t like big lips. Same for thin ones. They have to be just—
FABIENNE
Just stop, Juan! She wanted a kiss! She wanted to kiss you and she wanted you to kiss her. I ask again, why didn’t you kiss her?
(pause)
JUAN
I don’t know. Part of me wanted to. Maybe it was the nose ring. Anyway, I handed back the camera, gathered my stuff, and said, really nice to see you again, Vivian. I have to get back to work. Good luck…capturing people. When I was a block away, I looked back at her. She was still sitting on the bench, her head down looking at her camera.
FABIENNE
You fool! You stupid fool!
JUAN
Don’t call me that, Fabienne!
FABIENNE
Do you know how precious that kiss could’ve been?
JUAN
How was I supposed to know, huh? How? It’s so easy for you to sit there and pass judgment on me. It was a chance encounter. That’s all it was. A freak moment in time. That’s all!
(pause)
FABIENNE
It’s gone. You can’t go back.
(pause)
JUAN
It was a strangely beautiful moment.
FABIENNE
And you walked away from it.
JUAN
Yes. I walked away from it, Fabienne. I walked away. But for the record, I did kiss again. Still, that day in the park. It loops in my mind. And it never ends.
Fade to black.
DAY?????
Lights up.
(FABIENNE and JUAN are sitting on their mats with a tin plate of what hardly looks like food. JUAN is eating. FABIENNE stares at the plate, moving the substance around but not eating. They each have a tin cup of what may be water.)
What is this crap?
Poop.
FABIENNE
Probably rat crap.
JUAN
Just don’t look at it, like when you eat an oyster. You don’t gaze at it lovingly. You just swallow and get it over with.
FABIENNE
Oysters. I hate them. But I would give my right arm for one now.
JUAN
You should ask them for one. Seems like a fair trade. An oyster for a body part.
FABIENNE
They’re starving us, one day at a time.
JUAN
At least we got a cup of water today.
FABIENNE
It’s probably horse piss.
JUAN
I can only dream of good, real food. And even the dreams are fading.
FABIENNE
Even PB&J’s?
JUAN
Tragically, yes.
FABIENNE
Sorry.
JUAN
Wait. Did you just say something nice to me? Something empathetic?
FABIENNE
No. You’re losing your mind.
JUAN
Well, I know that, but I swear I heard you say—
FABIENNE
Have you heard of griyo?
JUAN
Maybe.
FABIENNE
It’s Haiti’s national dish.
JUAN
Tell me about it. I can eat it in my mind.
FABIENNE
We ate it on Sundays, about mid-afternoon. It was a special time when my parents would tell us stories of West Africa. Of our proud ancestors, the Griots. The French made them slaves, put the roots of who I am in chains, and took them to Haiti. Then griyo was born. It’s incredible. You want to use the best pork shoulder you can find. Then you marinate it in lemon juice and Haitian spices. The aroma is heavenly.
JUAN
Hmmm… Go on.
FABIENNE
Then you fry it to seal in the juices. When it’s ready, you serve it with red beans and rice, pickled cabbage, and peppers. Sometimes we would have fried plantain, too.
(long pause)
JUAN
Can I have seconds?
FABIENNE
I miss that food. I miss my family, my community. Spending weekends with friends, sharing special moments of our lives, laughing, crying.
(pause)
I miss Emmanuel. He was a good man, a decent man, and kind.
(pause)
I remember when I had COVID. I was so weak. I could barely move. One morning there was a knock on the door. When I opened it, he had left a care package with everything from fruits to tissues. There was a card in it that said, I’m with you always, my love.
(pause)
He was quite the kisser, too. Long kisses. Warm kisses. So sweet that I melted into him.
(pause)
We were engaged. We were so happy. So hopeful of a beautiful life together. We planned to save and eventually open our own ice cream shop.
JUAN
You’ll see them again. You’ll get to kiss Emmanuel again.
FABIENNE
They separated us when they invaded our community. It was early evening in the spring. We were sitting around the table about to give thanks for our meal when they pounded on the door. They yelled, get out now! We heard people screaming. Emmanuel said, no, we won’t until you tell us why. They beat him brutally on the spot. He died two days later.
(long pause)
JUAN
I’m so sorry, Fabienne.
(pause)
FABIENNE
What about you, Juan? Have you loved any food other than PB&Js?
(pause)
JUAN
Hands down, frijoles de olla, a heavenly bean stew made with onions and garlic. Mi mama made a big pot of it on the weekends. I helped her make the tortillas. Ate some right on the spot. Couldn’t resist.
FABIENNE
Hmmmm… Can I come over?
JUAN
If you promise to be nice.
(pause)
FABIENNE
You said you like kissing men. Did you have an Emmanuel in your life?
JUAN
I did. Mario. I met him on a dating app. His profile drew me in immediately. He was a human rights lawyer who loved to dance. In fact, he danced competitively. A handsome man with gorgeous black hair. I wasn’t a lawyer, but I was a wicked paralegal. And I love to dance. I was a regular at the late-night salsa clubs. So I swiped right. Two months later we were in love. He valued me, all of me. We liked to look for new dishes to cook together. After dinner we would often dance.
(pause)
It was a Friday night. It was horribly cold outside. But we were staying warm in a gay Latino bar, waiting for the salsa DJ to start the dancing. We were drinking dirty vodka martinis, celebrating his thirty-first birthday. We were about to have a birthday kiss when they burst the door open. They all wore black. A hateful swat team. They beat us bloody with their batons. Broke Mario’s jaw. I never saw him or my family again. I was told they invaded all the Latino neighborhoods.
(long pause)
FABIENNE
Do you know where this crap belongs?
JUAN
In the toilet? That would seem the logical place.
FABIENNE
Up their damn asses.
JUAN
Okay. That’s officially gross.
FABIENNE
You know what we have to do, right?
JUAN
Yes, of course. I believe in telepathy.
FABIENNE
Shove this crap back at them.
JUAN
That’s what I saw in your mind.
FABIENNE
Ready?
JUAN
Locked and loaded!
FABIENNE
On the count of three. One, two, three!
(They start shoving their plates forward and lights down.)
DAY??????
Lights fade up.
(FABIENNE is lying on the mat facing the wall. JUAN is in the process of moving his bucket into the far corner.)
FABIENNE
(feebly)
You there?
JUAN
I’m not sure anymore.
FABIENNE
How long has it been?
JUAN
A long time.
FABIENNE
But how long?
JUAN
A really long time. Ok? Really long, Fabienne.
(long pause; FABIENNE starts coughing)
JUAN
That cough isn’t getting any better.
(pause)
FABIENNE
That day in the park. It must’ve been so beautiful. The flowers, the sky, the clouds, the water.
JUAN
It was.
(FABIENNE has a coughing fit.)
FABIENNE
That song of yours.
JUAN
What about it?
FABIENNE
Can you sing it again?
JUAN
I thought you didn’t like it.
FABIENNE
Is that what I said?
JUAN
In so many words.
FABIENNE
I can’t remember. Sorry if I said that.
JUAN
You’ve really come around on the apology front.
(pause)
FABIENNE
Can you sing it again?
JUAN
What?
FABIENNE
Sing it again, please.
JUAN
Not now. You need to rest.
FABIENNE
Please, sing it.
(As JUAN sits facing the wall and starts singing the song, FABIENNE crawls on her hands and knees to the wall and sits alongside it. At some point she starts sobbing. JUAN stops singing.)
JUAN
Fabienne?
(pause)
Fabienne. Talk to me.
(FABIENNE stops crying, long pause of silence)
(pause)
Fabienne! Say something. Don’t fade on me! Fabienne!
FABIENNE
Your song. That’s actually a beautiful song.
JUAN
It is.
FABIENNE
(coughs)
Goodnight, Juan.
JUAN
I think it’s the middle of the day.
FABIENNE
Oh.
Fade to black.
FINAL DAYS
Unless otherwise indicated, FABIENNE’s coughing should overlap just a bit with JUAN’s lines so that the dialogue flows.
Lights fade up.
Did you get the note?
It was in the poop they fed us.
FABIENNE
They’re moving us.
JUAN
I knew this day would come. I denied it. But I knew.
FABIENNE
Why bother telling us?
JUAN
To remind us that we’re vermin. Vermin about to be exterminated.
FABIENNE
(coughs)
I’m scared.
JUAN
So am I.
FABIENNE
Will it hurt? To breathe it in? How long will it take?
JUAN
I don’t know.
(pause)
FABIENNE
Hatred. It’s always been there, hidden in the shadows until it became acceptable to be openly hateful.
JUAN
Of us.
FABIENNE
Of all of us who are not them. We’ll never be them and they want to make sure of that. We’re from shithole countries. We’re destroying the blood of their country.
JUAN
They looked the other way when he said those things, when he did those things.
FABIENNE
He had his fanatical mobs willing to do anything for him. And those who should have spoken out, didn’t. Why would they? Because of him, they could buy nice houses and nice cars, enjoy great vacations, never worry about money. Yes, Juan, they looked the other way.
JUAN
When they took our families, our friends.
FABIENNE
Torched our communities. We had nowhere to go. Borders closed, trapping us here. We can’t take you, they said. We have our own problems. No mercy. None at all.
(coughs)
They’re erasing us, Juan, our memories, our identities. Of all that makes us human.
(long pause)
JUAN
Let’s fight back. Tell them they can’t erase us. Fight back, Fabienne!
FABIENNE
How?
(JUAN jumps to his feet and screams.)
JUAN
MY NAME IS JUAN HERNANDEZ AND I’M A PROUD MEXICAN-AMERICAN!
FABIENNE
(FABIENNE jumps to her feet.)
MY NAME IS FABIENNE BAPTISTE AND I’M A PROUD HAITIAN-AMERICAN!
(coughs)
JUAN
I AM BROWN AND GAY AND I’M BEAUTIFUL!
FABIENNE
I AM BLACK! MY COLOR IS BEAUTIFUL!
JUAN
I HAVE A FAMILY! MY FATHER’S NAME IS CARLOS! MY MOTHER’S NAME IS CARMEN! MY BROTHER’S NAME IS JESUS! AND MY GAY LOVER’S NAME WAS MARIO!
FABIENNE
I HAVE A FAMILY! MY FATHER’S NAME IS JOSEPH! MY MOTHER’S NAME IS ROSE! MY SISTER’S NAME IS DARLINE, MY BROTHER’S NAME IS PAUL! MY LOVER’S NAME WAS EMMANUEL!
(coughs)
JUAN
MY COMMUNITY IS RICH WITH ARTISTS, DANCERS, MUSICIANS, POETS, TEACHERS, DOCTORS, LAWYERS!
FABIENNE
AND MINE IS RICH WITH LOVE, FAMILY, AND UNBREAKABLE COMMUNITY!
JUAN
AND I CAN MAKE THE BEST PB&J IN THE HISTORY OF THE WORLD!
FABIENNE
I CAN COOK A GRIYO LIKE NO ONE ELSE! WE ARE HUMANS WHO LOVE AND LIVE. WE EXIST! YOU CAN’T ERASE US!
JUAN
THAT’S RIGHT! YOU CAN’T ERASE US, PUTOS!
FABIENNE
DID YOU JUST CURSE?
JUAN
DAMN RIGHT!
(Both scream simultaneously at the top of their lungs, improvising on “you can’t erase us,” such as “never, never,” “we exist,” “we love.” After a number of lines, they stop. Both are breathing hard. JUAN drops to the floor on his butt. FABIENNE, in a coughing fit, leans over on her knees.)
(very long pause as they recover)
JUAN
Fabienne?
FABIENNE
Yes?
JUAN
Will you dance with me?
(pause)
FABIENNE
Okay, but how?
JUAN
Take my hands.
(FABIENNE holds her hands out.)
FABIENNE
Where are yours?
JUAN
Here.
(JUAN reaches out.)
JUAN
Feel them?
FABIENNE
Yes.
(coughs)
JUAN
Do you hear the salsa music?
FABIENNE
Yes, I do!
JUAN
Now move your hips!
(They start moving their hips in a salsa fashion.)
JUAN
Now move towards me.
(Both of them move towards the wall.)
JUAN
Now move out.
(They both move out, still holding hands.)
JUAN
Like it?
FABIENNE
I do!
JUAN
Now I’m going to twirl you! Ready?
FABIENNE
Yes!
(JUAN twirls FABIENNE)
JUAN
Still standing?
FABIENNE
Of course! I love it!
(she has a bad coughing fit, JUAN waits until she recovers)
JUAN
Stay with me, Fabienne. Can you do that?
FABIENNE
Yes.
JUAN
Good. Now, a slow dance. Okay?
FABIENNE
Sure.
JUAN
Okay, hold my hips.
(FABIENNE holds her arms out as if holding JUAN’s hips.)
JUAN
Feel them?
FABIENNE
Yes.
JUAN
Now I’ll put my arms on your shoulders. Hear the music? Soft and slow?
FABIENNE
I do.
JUAN
Let’s dance.
(They sway slowly from side to side.)
FABIENNE
Can you come closer?
JUAN
Here I come.
(They closer to the wall and dance for a number of beats, FABIENNE coughs.)
FABIENNE
Juan?
JUAN
Yes?
FABIENNE
Will you kiss me?
(They both stop dancing and drop their arms.)
JUAN
What?
FABIENNE
(Her voice becomes progressively weaker from here on.)
Will you kiss me?
JUAN
What do your lips look like?
FABIENNE
Just how you like them.
JUAN
How do I find you? Your face? Your lips?
FABIENNE
Let’s tap on the wall until the taps meet.
(they do that)
JUAN
I think we’re face to face.
FABIENNE
Kiss me, Juan.
(They kiss the wall for a long kiss.)
FABIENNE
Thank you.
JUAN
It’s the kiss I should’ve given Vivien, the kiss I could’ve Mario in the bar, the kiss you could’ve given Emmanuel again.
FABIENNE
That’s the past. This is now. Juan has kissed Fabienne, and Fabienne has kissed Juan.
JUAN
It felt good.
FABIENNE
It did. It felt really good.
(pause)
They’ll never erase all of us, will they?
JUAN
Never.
FABIENNE
Then I’m at peace.
(she coughs terribly)
Thank you, Juan.
JUAN
I love you, Fabienne.
FABIENNE
I love you, too.
(FABIENNE falls to the floor and dies.)
JUAN
Fabienne?
(pause)
Fabienne! Say something. Please. Fabienne!
(long pause)
I’ll see you in the park. We’ll sit together on that bench. It’ll be just as beautiful. The sun on our faces. A cool breeze whispering to us. The waves rhythmically coming to shore. We’ll smile and laugh, sometimes uncontrollably. We’ll share our favorite foods. We can kiss if you want. And time will be infinite, Fabienne. Wonderfully, peacefully infinite.
Fade to black.
THE END